I want to tell my online friends I love them
—Jacob Jing
I want to tell my online friends I love them
I would hold you if I could. as in,
gather your pieces in my hands, cradle
them in between the warm folds of my palms,
and sliver the heat so that none of it spools
onto the surfaces you have not yet offered
light. if I were a sculptor, I would
shape you a body out of that light, bend
you vocal chords from text and prism
you a mouth from paragraphs. because
I know you are still out there somewhere, trying
to scream. because I know you are still trying to find
something kinder inside the grief you call sky.
you told me once that the sadness was
enormous. that the clouds were falling.
that you were tired of holding yourself
in flight. I would hold you if I could,
your skeleton of sentences that is really
just a pair of wings struggling to stay in motion.
I want to swaddle your stories in warmth and tell you
yes, there is a place for us somewhere.
there is a place for every dreamer who
does not want to wake up.
there is a place.
About
JACOB JING is a student writer currently studying visual arts at the University of North Texas. He has been published in Corporeal Lit and Spellbinder Literary Magazine and is forthcoming in Cloudscent Journal. In his free time, he enjoys photography, naps, and the $3 milkshakes from the student union. Find more of his work at https://linktr.ee/Jacob_Jing.